“when” it never came by…

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so…

when i was comfortable last time…

when i wasn’t moving…if time did

or i was (un) conciously blind…

when i could snap the moments

in laziness

.

when day was the colours

passed by

and people were yellow and flies

buzzing around

.

when was last time

my house was spotless clean

with me lonely

politically unsound

.

when was last time

i rejoiced

its done…

and celebrated the excellence

.

when i felt intelligent

and steady like an old

last time

when

….

….

i was not the student

and knew…the naivity

of all others around….

.

when did i…if did anything…

was like…as if

creativity and intelligence

are mine…only mine

.

when i failed to understand

said the monotone

and detailing went by

and no excuses…as all the other dimensions

except mine

were lies

.

.

when was i, the saint…

and did everything right…

well i hope this “when”

only comes for the moments

just before my extreme joys…

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