inconsistensy
small unseen errors
changing the system
the form is waiting to be affected
as details will differ…
…
had a choice
since the errors were minuscule
but correcting them required
overhauling of the whole
more time and patience…
but
since they were unseen
i carried on
and adjusted the details in correspondence
of errors…
now what i see…in aftermath
inconsistency
of complete system…
…
and going back is possible
only if time gets reverse…
beauty structure…
look at those shoes
some unexpected lines
in the defined form
look at her…
intelligence
plus some flowing belly lines
look at that car
some utilitarian curve
plus some curves which defined scale of utility
that tree is so humble
sky is so vibrant
this song is so structural
her voice has grains
the writing is so modest
his life was zero
that food was so delicious
why this hunger brings happiness
…
are we searching beauty still…
layered beauty
that tree of car in the shoe print of the girl
who sings that deep song with her grainy voice
is it beautiful?
…
is layering tangible?
so deep grainy voice…
like water flowing behind the hills…
….
intelligence of frills on his face
of a decade…
….
blues of greens, yellows of whites
pink in blacks…when lights falls on them…
travelling far from moon…
….
does burning of a oil lantern creates prettier light
than burning of coil…
is it because it accompanies smell…
….
so would you like to watch full moon
with “full moon sonata” playing
accompanied with drinks…
….
does beauty belongs to occasion
or it was always true
it only lies in our vision…
…
whatever way…does beauty beholds
a cynical mind?
…
does beauty has form?
architecture and life
hit by self righteousness
obviously i must be wrong…
did we ever see a drunken man
not behaving like a drunk…
…
when one drinks
one gets drunk…
…
so which teacher(human) doesn’t talk
which reader doesn’t express
if someone is moving in a direction
something must be reverse…
are directions also right and wrong?
given god is everywhere and sane…
…
hit by self consciousness
so we know who we are…
does it changes “the definition of life”
or happiness is new ritual
now “I do what makes me happy”
and what makes me happy….is….
broadest life
…
but i was talking architecture to them
and they talk life…
more than next
seeing the future
too much…
time involved
far far away
lines drawn on
line drawn
gazing the sun
it’s harsh
blinds closed
orange imprinted on mind
now
eyes, not needed anymore
time still passes by
nothing helps
hearing small small things
only waiting for moment
next to next of
just passed by…
cad definition
look into perfection
look more
cant see anything
everything perfect?
zoom in
roam around
live within, derive definition
spend time
now look again
what do you see?
lines don’t meet?
what else do you see?
medium is eerie
surface lagged
now check your units, of zooming in
does it exceeds, like mm/100, mm/1000
is it, yes?
zoom out
life is good
be happy…
salute en masse
survivors
all around me
some have gotten older
with medals
other seem to be surviving
everyone alive
of the sunken ship
as sea is meant to save humanity
…
lucky ones died
as they struggled against the sea
for drowning
or they borned heavy
…
lucky dead
now hung as posters
everyday
die again and again
luckily in stories
as survivors love to live with
dead people faith
they call it, their own history
…
surviving by fate
surviving by willfulness
surviving in mass
surviving, hoping to die younger
surviving hoping
surviving head towards sky…and nose underneath
surviving shameless
…
surviving heavily
not heavy enough for drowning
as dead seemed dead for forever
they were never alive
so i never learnt
the art of dying…
younger elder
smiles pass by
and so many casuals
sticking as if not sticking
sticking for temporary purpose
….
the world has always been like that
and so was myself
delusional
sticking to ideals
and they smile…as they are someways
elder
they know…they teach
create and paid for being responsible
….
and me younger
always younger
…
either you talk more to be…
elder
or you talk more of your business to be younger
elder…
mumble
saying….
to audience
some commented, expressed
others chose silence
….
progressive…
the sayings aspired to exceed
the limits I’ve gained
to gain the worthy audience
….
still
they escape, they always do…
as immediately I lose
what i gain….
….
growth
some things changed….
misread
there is a situation, as always
and reading
now, what you read
lets say, there is a situation with exactness
and a noun
but verb of it…is fluid
so how you know you read
and not misread…
and what you learnt…
so
did i misread
wondered whole day…
what did he read
of the obsoleteness of verb
in the process…which looked finished
on the final sheet….
today is (was) result of so many days
spent in investigation
but today i summed up what i read(misread)
hehe
now whatever way…future will turn up
whatever he saw in summation
did he read or misread…
biology
how would you explain
some things happening with
head, belly and heart combined
head hurts as you just fell down
heart aches as the days are losing
and people near you, are not people you keep
as they are to be freed from your bound
and people you desire, require
more than what you are on ground
they are god believers
they believe in gravity
so apple must go up bound
belly is reasonable
as there is no food in it
it must run the silly brain
and heart drowned
combined they disorient you
with the cohesive action
children alive in your womb
and then there are more
some listen and some see
feelings…if more than touching
heart is already drowned
huh…i am already raising a family
though this dumb family decides
what must be the radii
of the path…life gonna turn around…
